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How's it going, friends? Good? Bad? Indifferent?

I've been feeling very meh this week. I think it's the season and the general state of things. Whatever the case, I hope next week is a better one for me, and I hope that this week hasn't been a struggle for you.

As usual, please do share how you're doing, fitness-wise and/or otherwise. We're here to listen, commiserate, and share.



Weight: Up this week. I gained a LOT from last week's splurge meal (which turned into a two-day splurge event because of leftovers), and I was slow to lose all of it. I mean, I'm down almost 3 pounds from my heaviest weight earlier in the week, but I'm still up from last week's official weigh-in. *sighs* I'm trying to remind myself that weight isn't the only metric nor even a valid one in some cases, but my brain came online in the eighties where diet/weight is concerned, and a part of me is still wired to think in numbers on the scale.

Exercise: This has been steady and productive, as always, including a long walk outdoors when we had a brief break in the cold weather, and I was able to get home from work before the sun went down. Otherwise, I've been using the elliptical and/or getting steps in at work.

Eating plan: I'll confess: Besides the splurge weekend, I've been having nighttime cravings, usually satisfied with popcorn but sometimes also including sweets. I'd likely have lost more this past week if I'd just skipped those extra snacks. I'm weak-willed where nighttime snacks are concerned, but also, I don't have enough in the pantry to make interesting, healthy, whole foods meals, which means I feel disappointed by what I've eaten for dinner and tend to want to "make up" for that by snacking, which is NOT healthy. I can resolve the pantry issue this weekend. More variety of good choices should help me stop the backsliding where snacking is concerned.

Of course, some of this snacking is emotional eating. February is historically difficult for me (I have a touch of SAD lingering from my youth, when it was much, much worse), and lately I've been feeling restless, at loose ends, and dissatisfied with life. That's a formula for food disaster. I have a break coming up starting the 19th and am hopeful that the weather will cooperate to let me get outside more frequently and for longer periods. I always feel more stable emotionally when I can spend some time in nature. Until then, I just have to try to make better choices and keep exercising.

Sleep: I've been getting to sleep on time but the quality of sleep has been poor. I've had night sweats a LOT lately (hot flashes during the day, as well), and when I get deep enough to dream, the dreams are of the frustrating sort that worry at the edges of the things that in my waking world cause dissatisfaction. More often than not, when the alarm goes off I feel more tired than when I went to bed, and that makes for a rough start of the day, creating a feedback loop of crankiness and general winter malaise that is just...UGH.

Meditation: Ha. Right, yeah. This would help. For sure. Which is probably why I'm not doing it? But seriously, maybe I need to get it together.



I'm wishing you whatever it is you need most for the week ahead, friends. Remember, you're not alone.